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Shelley Shannon (FU$$)

Shelley Shannon (FU$$)

Today we are unraveling the troubling transformation of Shelley Shannon, a girl-next-door type, born and raised in Wisconsin, who became a notorious domestic terrorist at the center of controversial anti-abortion activism. Her story doesn't stop...

Today we are unraveling the troubling transformation of Shelley Shannon, a girl-next-door type, born and raised in Wisconsin, who became a notorious domestic terrorist at the center of controversial anti-abortion activism. Her story doesn't stop there, oh no. But first, a disclaimer of sorts, one needn’t share the same political beliefs or association as others to live in harmony but we must all agree that violence cannot be the answer. “You think that good is hating what is bad. What is bad is the hating mind itself.” Bon Kai (Buddhist monk)

This tale delves into the sinister side of religious fervor as we uncover the alarming reality of her involvement in a series of violent protests and attacks on abortion providers throughout the country. Her life was far from ordinary, as was her role in the contentious and infamous 'Summer of Mercy' anti-abortion protests. Our discussions take a serious turn as we grapple with the implications of her actions and the devastation they caused as well as the palpable anger left lingering in the wake of the dark decisions that Shelley made.

These discussions may be tough, but they are vitally necessary as we venture into the world of domestic terrorism and its terrifying reality. But don't worry, we won't leave you in the depths of despair. We'll wrap things up with our tarot reading to lighten up the mood with a bit of mysticism.

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Pacific Northwest, True Crime, Anti-Abortion, Domestic Terrorism, Activism, Murder, Violence, Radical, Religious Extremism, Religious Groups, Arrests, Protesting, Summer of Mercy, Army of God, Terrorism, Dangerous Rhetoric, Extremist Beliefs, Assassination, Tragic Consequences, Fundamentalists, Podcast, Tarot, Book Review, Racism, Privilege.

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1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,640 Before long, the summer of mercy was thrust upon the public. 2 00:00:08,640 --> 00:00:15,000 Whether they'd been involved or even aware of the national conversation around abortion 3 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:16,300 or not. 4 00:00:16,300 --> 00:00:26,400 In 1991, Wichita Police arrested potentially up to 3,000 protesters, thousands of anti-abortion 5 00:00:26,400 --> 00:00:32,960 activists gathered for what began as a week-long protest that seemingly never lost 6 00:00:32,960 --> 00:00:58,040 steam. Spanning several more. 7 00:00:58,040 --> 00:01:03,400 PNW Haunts and Homicides where we talk about tru crime, the paranorml, and all things creepy in the Pacific Northwest. We do a tarot reading at the end of every episode for a little bit of deeper insight into our 8 00:01:03,400 --> 00:01:07,240 topic for the week, so make sure you stick around if you're into that. 9 00:01:07,240 --> 00:01:12,240 It's a nice little palette cleanser at the end of a true crime or a scary story. 10 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:16,280 Yeah, I think we're gonna need it this week. 11 00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:17,280 Okay. 12 00:01:17,280 --> 00:01:18,580 Yeah. 13 00:01:18,580 --> 00:01:23,600 Before we get started today, we are going to switch things up. 14 00:01:23,600 --> 00:01:28,080 We're gonna do a Patreon shout out right at the top. 15 00:01:28,080 --> 00:01:31,720 Who are we shouting out today? 16 00:01:31,720 --> 00:01:33,720 Crystal with a K. 17 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:37,720 Oh my God, we have always said we love crystals. 18 00:01:37,720 --> 00:01:38,720 We do love crystals. 19 00:01:38,720 --> 00:01:42,920 And now we have our very own Krystal person. 20 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:47,400 Oh my God, she's cracking herself up over here. 21 00:01:47,400 --> 00:01:53,560 Yes, Krystal actually joined as an annual Patreon member. 22 00:01:53,560 --> 00:01:57,200 So literally is stuck with us for a year. 23 00:01:57,200 --> 00:01:58,560 I know. 24 00:01:58,560 --> 00:02:02,080 Can you imagine? 25 00:02:02,080 --> 00:02:04,440 Oh, Krystal person. 26 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:06,480 We are gonna have so much fun. 27 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:07,480 Yeah. 28 00:02:07,480 --> 00:02:09,440 We're super excited to have you. 29 00:02:09,440 --> 00:02:11,560 Thanks for joining us. 30 00:02:11,560 --> 00:02:16,200 And I think the annual membership thing is kind of cool because you get a discount off 31 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:19,280 the monthly tier rate. 32 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:21,200 So I think so too. 33 00:02:21,200 --> 00:02:23,360 No, you definitely do. 34 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:24,360 I think that's cool. 35 00:02:24,360 --> 00:02:26,040 Yeah, I think it's cool too. 36 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:27,840 That's where it's going without that. 37 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:29,320 I don't know the details. 38 00:02:29,320 --> 00:02:34,520 I'm assuming you know the details of Patreon because I don't keep track. 39 00:02:34,520 --> 00:02:38,120 So just to clarify, welcome Krystal. 40 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:42,480 We think the annual membership is really cool. 41 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:46,040 And I think that's that. 42 00:02:46,040 --> 00:02:51,800 We also have a book review for Patreon on December 2nd. 43 00:02:51,800 --> 00:02:52,800 Yes. 44 00:02:52,800 --> 00:02:53,800 Saturday, December 2nd. 45 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:54,800 What time is it? 46 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:57,920 2pm, 12/2 at 2pm. 47 00:02:57,920 --> 00:02:59,920 Pacific, standard time. 48 00:02:59,920 --> 00:03:01,080 Obviously. 49 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:02,840 Because that's where we are. 50 00:03:02,840 --> 00:03:03,840 That's where we are. 51 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:04,840 PNW baby. 52 00:03:04,840 --> 00:03:13,480 Our book review and discussion is going to be centered on bright young women, a novel by 53 00:03:13,480 --> 00:03:16,120 Jessica Knoll. 54 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:18,560 And it has a, I don't know. 55 00:03:18,560 --> 00:03:19,560 Can I say it? 56 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:21,040 Or am I going to give too much away? 57 00:03:21,040 --> 00:03:22,040 I don't know. 58 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:26,160 It has a real hashtag never Bundy vibe to it. 59 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:27,160 Yeah, definitely. 60 00:03:27,160 --> 00:03:28,640 And I think we've talked about it before. 61 00:03:28,640 --> 00:03:29,640 Okay. 62 00:03:29,640 --> 00:03:31,560 In one of the last episodes. 63 00:03:31,560 --> 00:03:38,720 Jessica Knoll is also the author of the book "Luckiest Girl Alive," which was of course then 64 00:03:38,720 --> 00:03:44,760 turned into a movie, which is one of my favorites of all time. 65 00:03:44,760 --> 00:03:50,080 Because I am the creepiest of creepy people. 66 00:03:50,080 --> 00:03:51,080 So. 67 00:03:51,080 --> 00:03:52,080 Yeah. 68 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:53,600 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 69 00:03:53,600 --> 00:03:54,880 She creepier than me. 70 00:03:54,880 --> 00:03:58,640 I don't know about that. 71 00:03:58,640 --> 00:04:00,040 Just creepy in different ways. 72 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:01,040 Yeah. 73 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:03,920 Well, should we say about that? 74 00:04:03,920 --> 00:04:07,400 Should we stop stalling and get to your topic here? 75 00:04:07,400 --> 00:04:08,640 I guess. 76 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:10,920 All right. 77 00:04:10,920 --> 00:04:19,760 Born March 31st of 1956 to teenage parents and conceived out of wedlock, Shelley came 78 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:24,480 from humble beginnings in Beaver Dam, Wisconsin. 79 00:04:24,480 --> 00:04:26,480 Ooh, Wisconsin. 80 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:27,480 Yeah. 81 00:04:27,480 --> 00:04:28,480 Oh, Beaver Dam too. 82 00:04:28,480 --> 00:04:29,480 Beaver Dam. 83 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:31,280 That kind of relates to Oregon. 84 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:32,280 Yeah. 85 00:04:32,280 --> 00:04:33,280 Yep. 86 00:04:33,280 --> 00:04:34,960 Beaver State, is that what we are? 87 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:36,880 I think so, yeah. 88 00:04:36,880 --> 00:04:43,240 In 1974, she would become a young teenage mother herself when she gave birth to her first 89 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:45,960 child, a daughter. 90 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:52,280 She met David Shannon soon after, and within about a year, the couple had a child together, 91 00:04:52,280 --> 00:04:53,800 a son. 92 00:04:53,800 --> 00:04:59,080 The family of four moved all over the West Coast before eventually settling in 93 00:04:59,080 --> 00:05:02,320 Grants Pass, Oregon in 1988. 94 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:03,320 Wow. 95 00:05:03,320 --> 00:05:08,400 That's kind of a random place to land after traveling all over the West Coast. 96 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:09,400 Yeah. 97 00:05:09,400 --> 00:05:10,400 I think so. 98 00:05:10,400 --> 00:05:12,360 It's kind of like out there. 99 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:13,360 It is. 100 00:05:13,360 --> 00:05:15,360 It's a little rural. 101 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:16,360 Definitely. 102 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:18,360 Rural juror. 103 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:23,640 Shelley was primarily a stay-at-home mother during this time, though leading up to the dramatic 104 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:29,400 events that made her infamous, Shelley had not been raised in the church or actively sought 105 00:05:29,400 --> 00:05:32,440 out religion by her own account. 106 00:05:32,440 --> 00:05:38,960 As an adult, she would begin regularly attending church services and women's Bible study classes. 107 00:05:38,960 --> 00:05:41,360 That sounds really wholesome. 108 00:05:41,360 --> 00:05:48,120 I have a feeling it's not going to stay that way. 109 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:49,120 Yeah. 110 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:55,120 When living in Grand Pass, Shelley would become well acquainted, not just with religion, 111 00:05:55,120 --> 00:06:03,360 but with one of the great crusades of right-wing radical religious groups, anti-abortion activism. 112 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:05,360 Okay. 113 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:06,360 Yeah. 114 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:10,760 I don't know how much you know about this. 115 00:06:10,760 --> 00:06:13,080 Probably not a lot. 116 00:06:13,080 --> 00:06:17,040 Things tend to make me angry beyond the point of comprehension. 117 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:18,040 Yes. 118 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:19,040 Yeah. 119 00:06:19,040 --> 00:06:21,040 I try to stay away from things. 120 00:06:21,040 --> 00:06:22,040 Yeah. 121 00:06:22,040 --> 00:06:23,880 You're going to learn a lot now. 122 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:29,280 And then I think probably based on that, you'll go ahead and block it out again. 123 00:06:29,280 --> 00:06:30,280 Okay. 124 00:06:30,280 --> 00:06:31,280 We'll try. 125 00:06:31,280 --> 00:06:37,160 In 1988, she began getting involved with the National Right to Life Committee. 126 00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:44,320 Partially the oldest and largest of anti-abortion groups in the United States. 127 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:51,760 From there, she was quickly and completely indoctrinated by the arguably even more radical 128 00:06:51,760 --> 00:06:54,320 operation rescue. 129 00:06:54,320 --> 00:06:59,640 An extremist anti-abortion group established in the state of California. 130 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:00,640 Wow. 131 00:07:00,640 --> 00:07:01,640 California. 132 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:02,640 I know. 133 00:07:02,640 --> 00:07:03,920 Kind of surprising. 134 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:04,920 Yeah. 135 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:12,640 The letter group focuses on more direct and oftentimes violent action, rather than focusing 136 00:07:12,640 --> 00:07:19,280 on lobbying as is typically the tact that the National Right to Life Committee has at 137 00:07:19,280 --> 00:07:21,720 least historically taken. 138 00:07:21,720 --> 00:07:27,560 It's interesting that they think they want to save lives and then they get violent. 139 00:07:27,560 --> 00:07:29,280 How does that make sense? 140 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:30,960 Make it make sense. 141 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:37,720 Because they're infamous call to action states, if you believe abortion is murder, act like 142 00:07:37,720 --> 00:07:39,880 it's murder. 143 00:07:39,880 --> 00:07:43,560 What does that mean? 144 00:07:43,560 --> 00:07:46,360 How do you reason with? 145 00:07:46,360 --> 00:07:48,360 Okay. 146 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:56,360 The organization's headquarters is actually now located in Kansas in what was once an abortion 147 00:07:56,360 --> 00:08:05,600 clinic that eventually shuttered due to repeated instances of harassment, threats, and violence. 148 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:07,960 By these people? 149 00:08:07,960 --> 00:08:13,960 I would assume at least in part by them may have involved other people and other organizations, 150 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:15,800 but isn't that lovely? 151 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:16,800 Yeah. 152 00:08:16,800 --> 00:08:17,800 Interesting. 153 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:21,320 Shelly quickly became entrenched in protests. 154 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:27,640 And then less than a year, she racked up dozens of hours worth of community service hours 155 00:08:27,640 --> 00:08:34,520 in addition to fines, all before eventually being sentenced to four weeks jail time as a 156 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:37,320 result of multiple arrests. 157 00:08:37,320 --> 00:08:38,320 Okay. 158 00:08:38,320 --> 00:08:40,440 So she was so extreme. 159 00:08:40,440 --> 00:08:42,160 The law was getting involved. 160 00:08:42,160 --> 00:08:43,160 Correct. 161 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:44,160 Got it. 162 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:45,160 Yeah. 163 00:08:45,160 --> 00:08:46,160 Go big or go home. 164 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:47,760 And I'm not going home. 165 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:48,760 Wow. 166 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:49,760 I'm going to jail. 167 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:50,760 Yeah. 168 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:54,800 Well, maybe that is home. 169 00:08:54,800 --> 00:09:04,480 In 1989, she broadened her horizons or more accurately her arrest record by traveling to 170 00:09:04,480 --> 00:09:12,160 additional out of state protests leading to arrests in both Atlanta and Seattle. 171 00:09:12,160 --> 00:09:22,440 For long, her teenage daughter, Angela, was also not only attending the protests alongside 172 00:09:22,440 --> 00:09:26,640 her mother, but also facing arrest at her side. 173 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:29,280 Oh, what a role model. 174 00:09:29,280 --> 00:09:38,000 It makes me so unspeakably angry when children are dragged into the aspects of somebody else's 175 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:45,600 crime. And in this case, because she's been indoctrinated and brainwashed. 176 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:48,600 I hate it. 177 00:09:48,600 --> 00:09:49,600 I hate it. 178 00:09:49,600 --> 00:09:51,440 Poor kiddo. 179 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:58,120 Before long, the summer of mercy was thrust upon the public, whether they'd been involved 180 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:04,520 or even aware of the national conversation around abortion or not. 181 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:12,000 In 1991, which a top police arrested hundreds actually scratched that. 182 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:20,960 The numbers reported very depending on the source between 1500 and upwards of 2500. 183 00:10:20,960 --> 00:10:25,440 Some reports even verging on close to 3,000. 184 00:10:25,440 --> 00:10:26,440 What? 185 00:10:26,440 --> 00:10:30,120 3,000 protesters. 186 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:31,120 They... 187 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:32,640 Let me say that again. 188 00:10:32,640 --> 00:10:44,400 In 1991, which a top police arrested potentially up to 3,000 protesters in July and August. 189 00:10:44,400 --> 00:10:45,400 That summer. 190 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:46,400 Wow. 191 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:54,160 Thousands of anti-abortion activists gathered for what began as a week-long protest that seemingly 192 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:57,760 never lost steam, spanning several more. 193 00:10:57,760 --> 00:11:01,080 So it was supposed to be a week, but it kept going. 194 00:11:01,080 --> 00:11:02,080 Yep. 195 00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:05,000 They were just having the time of their lives. 196 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:06,320 Sounds like. 197 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:07,320 Yeah. 198 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:13,520 I'm sure at this point, the topic became much more difficult to ignore or to feign ignorance 199 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:14,520 of. 200 00:11:14,520 --> 00:11:22,280 So while it's been a national conversation, pretty much... 201 00:11:22,280 --> 00:11:26,560 I feel like has it not just constantly been in the ether in this country? 202 00:11:26,560 --> 00:11:29,800 Ever since, like, grade school I swear. 203 00:11:29,800 --> 00:11:31,640 I've been hearing about abortion. 204 00:11:31,640 --> 00:11:35,760 It's been like a topic of conversation all of my life. 205 00:11:35,760 --> 00:11:36,760 Yeah. 206 00:11:36,760 --> 00:11:44,080 Well, in Roe v. Wade, the passage in the 70s, like, obviously people were having this conversation 207 00:11:44,080 --> 00:11:45,080 prior to that. 208 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:46,400 So I mean, yeah. 209 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:52,800 It spans multiple decades prior to our human existence. 210 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:54,800 Just, you know. 211 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:55,800 Yeah. 212 00:11:55,800 --> 00:11:56,800 Yeah. 213 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:57,800 It's crazy. 214 00:11:57,800 --> 00:11:58,800 I just... 215 00:11:58,800 --> 00:12:00,720 I can't. 216 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:05,320 Now enter Dr. George Tiller of Wichita, Kansas. 217 00:12:05,320 --> 00:12:13,760 Born 1941, he was a flight surgeon after attending medical school in the 1960s, when he unexpectedly 218 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:18,200 returned home to tend to his father's medical practice. 219 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:24,880 He was asked whether he'd continue performing abortions as his father had. 220 00:12:24,880 --> 00:12:31,680 In case you're not totally sure in this moment, this is still very much a true crime podcast. 221 00:12:31,680 --> 00:12:33,600 You guys, I promise. 222 00:12:33,600 --> 00:12:34,600 I believe you. 223 00:12:34,600 --> 00:12:37,600 All of this sounds like crime to me. 224 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:38,600 Yeah. 225 00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:39,600 It is. 226 00:12:39,600 --> 00:12:41,720 It's, like, inarguably. 227 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:47,480 But I would nerd out really hard on a lot of unusual topics. 228 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:50,640 Happily, I learned while researching. 229 00:12:50,640 --> 00:12:58,480 But I digress, and I'm not the only one who occasionally sees their plans diverted. 230 00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:05,720 In the family practice, he would deviate from his own plans for his medical practice career. 231 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:12,600 Dr. George Tiller performed post-viability abortions. 232 00:13:12,600 --> 00:13:16,680 That word is kind of loaded right now. 233 00:13:16,680 --> 00:13:21,720 Only for several recent decades, like we were just saying. 234 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:27,040 So I'll state, this was not without significant conditions. 235 00:13:27,040 --> 00:13:34,440 We are talking about serious birth defects of the fetus, or serious irreparable bodily 236 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:36,760 harm to the pregnant person. 237 00:13:36,760 --> 00:13:46,520 Oh, and by the way, you still needed two independent providers to sign off on your behalf for 238 00:13:46,520 --> 00:13:48,520 the latter scenario. 239 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:49,520 Wow. 240 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:51,520 Okay, two. 241 00:13:51,520 --> 00:13:52,520 Okay. 242 00:13:52,520 --> 00:14:00,120 Still, for some reason, he became a significant target for anti-abortion extremist groups, and 243 00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:04,720 their various versions of violence and protests. 244 00:14:04,720 --> 00:14:11,040 But why would someone suddenly change course to practice medicine in a decidedly different 245 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:18,420 field than originally intended, and in a very polarized part of the country, where many 246 00:14:18,420 --> 00:14:28,080 religious or conservative people, local and otherwise, would not take kindly to this work? 247 00:14:28,080 --> 00:14:29,600 Cassie's got nothing. 248 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:30,600 She's like, why? 249 00:14:30,600 --> 00:14:31,600 I don't know. 250 00:14:31,600 --> 00:14:33,200 I don't know. 251 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:41,000 Just a month before he planned to start a dermatology residency program in 1970, Dr. Tiller 252 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:50,440 's father, mother, sister, and brother-in-law were all killed in a tragic accident. 253 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:52,520 Oh, my God. 254 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:58,880 As he was poised to take a huge step forward in his professional medical career, he was struck 255 00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:05,840 by unimaginable tragedy, but also an impossible task. 256 00:15:05,840 --> 00:15:14,600 As his sister's wishes were for him to take care of her son in the unlikely event of her 257 00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:15,600 death. 258 00:15:15,600 --> 00:15:18,840 Oh, wow. 259 00:15:18,840 --> 00:15:25,680 Let the record state that whether she's listening or not, I want my friend Stephanie to know how 260 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:34,080 seriously this role would be undertaken in my case, which is a non-custodial scenario. 261 00:15:34,080 --> 00:15:37,400 But I can't even imagine. 262 00:15:37,400 --> 00:15:44,320 Like I'm a God-parent, like in the warm, fuzzy feeling way. 263 00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:46,840 I can't imagine the pressure. 264 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:49,640 I know, just like gaining a whole child. 265 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:50,640 Yeah. 266 00:15:50,640 --> 00:15:51,640 That's a lot. 267 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:54,440 And then like losing all of that family on top of it. 268 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:55,440 Oh my God. 269 00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:56,440 That's a lot. 270 00:15:56,440 --> 00:16:01,560 You're grieving the loss of basically your entire family. 271 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:07,040 And suddenly thrown into, oh, by the way, he just had a kid. 272 00:16:07,040 --> 00:16:08,880 That kid is also grieving. 273 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:09,880 Yeah. 274 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:12,200 Oh, wow. 275 00:16:12,200 --> 00:16:13,480 He was really, really young. 276 00:16:13,480 --> 00:16:20,920 He probably was not ultimately old enough to remember any of the family that passed. 277 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:22,080 Oh, I see. 278 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:27,520 I think he was, I want to say, around 14 months old. 279 00:16:27,520 --> 00:16:29,920 He was under age two, as I recall. 280 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:33,240 So that's still going to be very traumatic for-- 281 00:16:33,240 --> 00:16:34,240 Of course. 282 00:16:34,240 --> 00:16:36,000 --even that young of a child who is-- 283 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:37,000 Absolutely. 284 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:40,640 --raised with people and all of a sudden they're gone and they don't understand why. 285 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:41,640 Yeah. 286 00:16:41,640 --> 00:16:42,840 Oh, that's so sad. 287 00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:43,840 Yeah. 288 00:16:43,840 --> 00:16:45,520 Now, listen. 289 00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:51,280 Under different circumstances, we'd all be giving Dr. Tiller a skeptical raise of the 290 00:16:51,280 --> 00:16:52,280 eyebrow. 291 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:54,640 Because I mean, come on. 292 00:16:54,640 --> 00:16:56,440 What are the chances? 293 00:16:56,440 --> 00:17:04,120 It's pretty unusual for one's damn near entire family to be taken out in one fell swoop. 294 00:17:04,120 --> 00:17:06,680 Unless it's intentional, right? 295 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:16,760 But sadly, Dr. Tiller's story is one of sorrow and unrelentingly horrific bad luck. 296 00:17:16,760 --> 00:17:24,040 In the midst of this unexpected and unimaginable loss, George returned to his hometown to tend 297 00:17:24,040 --> 00:17:29,280 to his father's practice of roughly three decades. 298 00:17:29,280 --> 00:17:33,400 Can you imagine being expected to practice medicine? 299 00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:34,400 Just period. 300 00:17:34,400 --> 00:17:35,880 Full stop. 301 00:17:35,880 --> 00:17:37,880 Under these circumstances? 302 00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:38,880 No. 303 00:17:38,880 --> 00:17:39,880 No. 304 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:40,880 Hashtag. 305 00:17:40,880 --> 00:17:42,880 Not a doctor. 306 00:17:42,880 --> 00:17:46,480 Certainly don't want to be a doctor in that scenario. 307 00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:47,480 Yeah. 308 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:48,480 What? 309 00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:51,600 I feel like you need all of your brains to be at attention. 310 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:52,600 Yeah. 311 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:53,600 Wow. 312 00:17:53,600 --> 00:18:00,240 Which I'm sure having something to focus on, like his work was probably, that was probably 313 00:18:00,240 --> 00:18:08,440 a really healthy way for him to try to channel a lot of, you know, his attention and his time, 314 00:18:08,440 --> 00:18:09,440 but my God. 315 00:18:09,440 --> 00:18:13,440 That makes sense, yeah. 316 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:18,880 His father had been a general healthcare provider to many living in the mid-sized city 317 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:20,840 of Wichita. 318 00:18:20,840 --> 00:18:29,200 That he had also offered safe abortion surfaces to his patients that required it. 319 00:18:29,200 --> 00:18:37,320 Though it was reluctantly so, after the local community suffered a terrible tragedy, reportedly 320 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:40,760 dating back to the 1940s. 321 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:47,920 He had refused an abortion to a woman who already had two children, the second having been very 322 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,680 recently born. 323 00:18:50,680 --> 00:18:57,880 When he refused, she found someone outside the medical profession willing to help her. 324 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:03,480 Unfortunately, complications from that procedure led to her death. 325 00:19:03,480 --> 00:19:07,360 Oh, that is so scary and so sad. 326 00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:08,360 It is. 327 00:19:08,360 --> 00:19:12,440 You don't have any other option. 328 00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:20,520 And though abortions had been performed at the clinic previously, it was in 1973, following 329 00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:26,040 the Roe v. Wade decision that the picketing began. 330 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:33,640 But as violence often does, particularly when driven by unbending religious extremism, 331 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:36,160 it only escalated from there. 332 00:19:36,160 --> 00:19:45,560 Still, it wasn't until 1983 that the clinic that Dr. Teller had taken over from his father 333 00:19:45,560 --> 00:19:47,400 was fire bombed. 334 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:49,920 Oh my God, what? 335 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:56,560 Shelley was one of many that were arrested multiple times during that period. 336 00:19:56,560 --> 00:19:57,880 Fire bombed? 337 00:19:57,880 --> 00:20:01,000 I'm like stuck on that. 338 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,640 They fire bombed it. 339 00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:06,440 That's violent as fuck. 340 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:07,440 It is. 341 00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:15,760 If you're stuck on it, and I was when I read it, and I can't even tell you the number of, 342 00:20:15,760 --> 00:20:23,880 and just the array of rabbit holes that I started to fall down about fire bombing. 343 00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:25,880 I don't know what that means. 344 00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:27,960 Is it a literal fire bomb? 345 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:29,360 Literally have that. 346 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:37,880 That's because I just think that especially in this context, it's really important to understand 347 00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:38,880 it. 348 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:39,880 Okay. 349 00:20:39,880 --> 00:20:42,240 I'm thinking a literal fire bomb. 350 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:43,240 Yeah. 351 00:20:43,240 --> 00:20:44,240 A bomb of fire. 352 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:51,840 Fire bombing is pretty much what it sounds like if you're unfamiliar, but I feel the need 353 00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:59,160 to explain this gorilla tactic just a little bit because within the definition are some 354 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:03,400 pretty intense implications. 355 00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:11,920 From Wikipedia, fire bombing is a bombing technique designed to damage a target, generally 356 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:19,720 an urban area through the use of fire caused by incendiary devices rather than from the 357 00:21:19,720 --> 00:21:23,400 blast effect of large bombs. 358 00:21:23,400 --> 00:21:32,520 In popular usage, any act in which an incendiary device is used to initiate a fire is often described 359 00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:35,200 as fire bombing. 360 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:39,200 If a fire catches, it could spread. 361 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:45,400 Being in adjacent buildings that would have been largely unaffected by a high explosive 362 00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:47,640 bomb. 363 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:53,160 This is a more effective use of the payload that a bomber could carry. 364 00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:54,160 Wow. 365 00:21:54,160 --> 00:21:58,640 So it does more damage than an actual big bomb. 366 00:21:58,640 --> 00:21:59,640 Yeah. 367 00:21:59,640 --> 00:22:00,640 In some cases. 368 00:22:00,640 --> 00:22:03,800 I mean, not obviously like not a nuke, but like. 369 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:04,800 Right. 370 00:22:04,800 --> 00:22:12,760 And the crazy thing about it and this is actually a conversation that kind of spun out from trying 371 00:22:12,760 --> 00:22:23,600 to wrap my head around this topic is that the way that we bomb in the modern era, it's 372 00:22:23,600 --> 00:22:24,600 very violent. 373 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:32,720 I mean, that's still indisputable, but it's very precise. 374 00:22:32,720 --> 00:22:46,040 So you can literally land a device on the engine block of a car and take out the front half 375 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:51,000 of a vehicle from miles away. 376 00:22:51,000 --> 00:23:02,280 You're nowhere near that entire fire or not fire incident. 377 00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:09,820 It's mind blowing, but in this instance, think Molotov cocktail here, kids, it's guerrilla 378 00:23:09,820 --> 00:23:13,720 warfare with something as simple as gasoline. 379 00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:21,520 That's so scary because literally anyone can do it and they are obviously. 380 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:26,080 And that sentiment, you're a witch. 381 00:23:26,080 --> 00:23:27,080 I know. 382 00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:29,080 Because it's. 383 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:30,840 I can't even believe it. 384 00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:36,880 It gets so much scarier for that specific reason. 385 00:23:36,880 --> 00:23:43,000 And you'll see why I was flabbergasted. 386 00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:49,080 These wartime tactics brought to the home front in small cities and towns all over America 387 00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:57,560 in the name of a cause that in this case, I particularly cannot wrap my head around. 388 00:23:57,560 --> 00:24:04,560 You are fighting for the birth of something that in some sad cases amounts to little more 389 00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:12,200 than a cluster of cells that cannot lead to a live birth. 390 00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:21,040 These are instances where these are children that will, in many cases, never be because of 391 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:27,920 the nature of the types of abortion services that he offered. 392 00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:38,400 I can't wrap my head around how you hate someone that much if you understand those facts. 393 00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:39,400 I just. 394 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:41,520 I don't know. 395 00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:49,040 I don't want to sound callous because fertility and the value of human life are, of course, 396 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:53,440 incredibly emotionally charged topics. 397 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:59,400 But how do you justify the level of violence that fire bombing constitutes against another 398 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:03,440 living, breathing human being in these cases? 399 00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:11,960 We're not talking about people that are, in any way, casually having an abortion performed. 400 00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:17,880 Everyone involved at this stage has been through enough. 401 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:24,880 How do you justify harassing someone who is already uniquely traumatized outside of a clinic 402 00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:31,000 where they are trying to seek care for a medical issue that could already have been one of the 403 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:40,480 most devastating and painful experiences of their own as well as of their family's lives? 404 00:25:40,480 --> 00:25:47,480 Most of a pregnancy or experiencing one that is no longer medically viable is heartbreaking 405 00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:48,960 enough. 406 00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:54,640 And something that there's entirely too much shame around to this day. 407 00:25:54,640 --> 00:26:02,720 It's something that can happen spontaneously, reportedly up to 26% of the time, and oftentimes 408 00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:07,840 before the pregnancy is even realized by the host. 409 00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:16,120 And I say, "host intentionally," not to sound cold, but because a fetus like any guest 410 00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:18,160 can overstay their welcome. 411 00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:20,680 That's a good way to put it. 412 00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:28,360 If you put the life of your host at risk under any other circumstance, that would be deemed 413 00:26:28,360 --> 00:26:29,360 unacceptable. 414 00:26:29,360 --> 00:26:31,440 That's true. 415 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:41,120 Now, obviously there were some situations where the abortions performed were because of 416 00:26:41,120 --> 00:26:44,920 very serious birth defects and things like that. 417 00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:51,560 And certainly for some people, that's an ethical issue or debate. 418 00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:59,240 And I just can't believe we're having this conversation still in this country. 419 00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:01,240 But our whole lives. 420 00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:08,800 But it happens to more women than we care to think or to talk about. 421 00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:15,360 Laws like the one Texas attempted to stand up, victimize women who experience incredibly 422 00:27:15,360 --> 00:27:23,080 normal, but deeply traumatizing things like a miscarriage or an ectopic pregnancy. 423 00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:28,680 And people like Shelley are part of the reason why. 424 00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:34,000 As a woman socialized in this country, I can say that it's nearly impossible not to feel 425 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:41,600 a sense of loss or shame, and by no fault of your own, other than being a human that participates 426 00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:45,720 in a biological process. 427 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:51,280 As much as I would fight for a woman's right not to have a child, I would fight to my dying 428 00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:55,800 breath to protect another mother's child. 429 00:27:55,800 --> 00:28:02,280 But thankfully, we're not here to talk about either me or motherhood. 430 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:08,880 We're here to talk about Shelley and some other duchess that she hangs out with. 431 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:14,040 It was after her multiple arrests during the summer of mercy in Wichita that Shelley 432 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:21,960 claimed she felt what the army of God describes as a call to forceful action. 433 00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:22,960 Okay. 434 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:24,520 Red flag. 435 00:28:24,520 --> 00:28:26,520 Literally makes no sense. 436 00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:36,360 Like, I just, like, do you not, the combination of words? 437 00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:38,360 Do you not hear your soul? 438 00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:39,360 Yeah. 439 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:40,360 No, they don't. 440 00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:42,120 No, no. 441 00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:46,640 If you're hearing alarm bells, you are correct. 442 00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:54,160 In 1992, Shelley set fire to the Catalina Medical Center in Ashland, one of the only abortion 443 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:56,600 providers in the area. 444 00:28:56,600 --> 00:29:02,380 No one was injured, but the provider did reportedly decide to retire after receiving additional 445 00:29:02,380 --> 00:29:03,380 threats. 446 00:29:03,380 --> 00:29:04,380 Wow. 447 00:29:04,380 --> 00:29:10,840 You just, like, changed multiple people's entire lives with violence. 448 00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:12,560 Congratulations. 449 00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:20,600 It was a clearly premeditated attack that Shelley later recalled in great detail. 450 00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:26,560 Being quite emboldened, Shelley published how to destroy a killing center. 451 00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:28,560 Oh my God. 452 00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:29,860 Hyphen. 453 00:29:29,860 --> 00:29:35,240 If you're just an old grandma who can't get a fire started in her fireplace. 454 00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:38,120 I'm just rapid blinking. 455 00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:40,120 But you. 456 00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:41,120 What? 457 00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:50,320 Published on the army of God website, which featured bizarrely detailed instructions 458 00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:57,640 for how to proceed should one find themselves similarly motivated in their own local community 459 00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:08,800 and wishing to avoid prosecution, you know, for by your bombing, a building. 460 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:10,800 It's literal terrorism. 461 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:11,800 Like, what? 462 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:13,520 I'm glad you said that. 463 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:16,600 Under God's name, well, I guess that happens. 464 00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:18,040 I mean, I know that happens. 465 00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:19,040 It's just like. 466 00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:20,040 Cassie. 467 00:30:20,040 --> 00:30:21,040 Hmm. 468 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:26,960 Her how to guide remains on the army of God website. 469 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:31,480 I didn't pay it a visit, but I can confirm. 470 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:41,200 The army of God is a US-based Christian terrorist organization as designated by the US government. 471 00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:49,520 Words from the US Department of Justice that I would both eagerly and staunchly stand behind. 472 00:30:49,520 --> 00:30:52,360 How was their website still up? 473 00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:58,600 Like I understand free speech, but like that's you're literally instructing people on how 474 00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:00,440 to commit terrorism. 475 00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:02,600 Yeah, that's fucked up. 476 00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:04,000 Domestic terrorism. 477 00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:08,080 Is it on the dark web or is it just on the regular internet? 478 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:09,720 It's on the regular internet. 479 00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:12,160 So I'm like, okay, dark web, whatever. 480 00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:13,840 There's a bunch of shit on there. 481 00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:15,320 I don't understand it. 482 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:16,320 But yeah. 483 00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:18,160 I don't want to. 484 00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:26,680 But this is just something that any person could come across, access. 485 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:35,440 So on August 19th of 1993, Dr. Tiller was in his car preparing to drive home at the end 486 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:38,040 of his workday at the clinic. 487 00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:43,040 Shelley lay in wait and fired upon him several times. 488 00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:50,240 And though he was indeed shot in both arms, he not only survived his injuries, but returned 489 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:54,720 to his practice the actual ass next day. 490 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,520 The next day? 491 00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:58,480 Wow. 492 00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:04,520 I cannot even imagine how scary and traumatizing that was to come back the next day. 493 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:07,120 Like to go back at all. 494 00:32:07,120 --> 00:32:08,320 Yeah. 495 00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:19,440 And while Shelley was really busy being significantly less successful at anything, the next day, good. 496 00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:26,200 Though Shelley managed to evade arrest in Wichita initially, she was arrested in Oklahoma 497 00:32:26,200 --> 00:32:29,160 as she was returning her rental car. 498 00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:34,880 That same year, Shelley's daughter, Angela, was said to have written a death threat to another 499 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,880 abortion provider in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. 500 00:32:37,880 --> 00:32:38,880 Aww. 501 00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:46,240 Though it was Shelley that would at least attempt to take credit for the crime. 502 00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:52,240 Shelley's husband, David, would turn on the news the next day after being instructed 503 00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:59,520 by a friend, only to find that his wife appeared to be on the news and was being arrested. 504 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:03,360 Did he like have any idea about any of this? 505 00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:04,360 Nope. 506 00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:06,560 Oh my God. 507 00:33:06,560 --> 00:33:12,600 Though it couldn't have been easy to tell that it was his wife, since police had wrapped 508 00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:19,080 her in, I've heard either a towel or in paper towels. 509 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:21,880 Depending on the source. 510 00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:26,520 They wrapped her up to avoid news cameras identifying her. 511 00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:27,680 Oh, okay. 512 00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:29,120 I was just like, why? 513 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:30,120 I don't get it. 514 00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:31,120 Yeah, she went. 515 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:33,560 She didn't make any sense to me either. 516 00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:36,960 I was like, what in the actual fuck are you talking about? 517 00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:38,840 I hope it was paper towels. 518 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:39,840 I really do too. 519 00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:42,480 I hope she was walking out of there looking like bandage man. 520 00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:43,480 Yeah. 521 00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:49,600 At the time of her arrest, he had reportedly been completely unaware of her plans. 522 00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:56,200 He has remarkably condescending quote that would normally infuriate me. 523 00:33:56,200 --> 00:34:01,680 But for Shelley, all at its light. 524 00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:05,120 Furthermore, he apparently did not share her radical beliefs. 525 00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:08,520 That's why I'm going to let it slide. 526 00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:12,440 That's at least according to comments provided following her crime. 527 00:34:12,440 --> 00:34:16,360 He basically said, um, I don't know. 528 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,480 This is Shelley's little hobby. 529 00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:21,280 I don't partake. 530 00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:24,160 I'm busy in the garage. 531 00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:27,960 I'm busy just being a normal ass person. 532 00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:30,360 Oh my gosh. 533 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:36,360 If you don't have any awareness of what your wife is doing and it's something like that's 534 00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:38,360 that big. 535 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:39,360 Yeah. 536 00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:42,440 I wanted to be fair. 537 00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:49,440 Any woman can fly halfway across the country and do something completely different than 538 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:52,960 what she's telling her husband she's doing. 539 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,280 Yeah, I guess that's true. 540 00:34:55,280 --> 00:35:01,120 In Shelley's initial statements, she tried to claim that she had not intended to kill 541 00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:02,120 Dr. Tiller. 542 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:04,280 I was just shooting at him a little bit. 543 00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:05,280 Yeah. 544 00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:07,400 But crazy is as crazy does. 545 00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:08,920 Apparently. 546 00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:12,080 Because she quickly changed her story. 547 00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:16,680 This did not go unnoticed through the course of her trial. 548 00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:18,120 Imagine that. 549 00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:22,960 The jury deliberated for one hour. 550 00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:27,280 We're sentencing her to 11 years behind bars. 551 00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:28,600 Damn. 552 00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:30,440 One hour is not a lot. 553 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:31,440 Nope. 554 00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:37,360 It's not usually a good thing when the jury comes back quickly. 555 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:39,440 I mean, for the defendant. 556 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:40,640 Yeah. 557 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:43,040 What did she change her story to? 558 00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:52,920 Oh, just to the actual truth where she is truly evil and thinks that she has 559 00:35:52,920 --> 00:36:02,200 been called by God to perpetrate unspeakable violence on other people in this world in order 560 00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:08,240 to prevent any unborn baby from being harmed. 561 00:36:08,240 --> 00:36:12,040 Was she trying to do the whole insanity thing? 562 00:36:12,040 --> 00:36:13,720 Because that sounds a thing. 563 00:36:13,720 --> 00:36:16,480 She does sound insane. 564 00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:22,880 Not in the legal sense, but Angela was charged for threatening the murder. 565 00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:31,440 She was the doctor in Wisconsin in 1997 and she was sentenced to 46 months. 566 00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:36,720 Though Shelley had tried to take the blame for her daughter, Angela's prints were on the 567 00:36:36,720 --> 00:36:37,720 letter. 568 00:36:37,720 --> 00:36:43,720 Oh, well, so you can't get away from that, can you? 569 00:36:43,720 --> 00:36:44,720 No. 570 00:36:44,720 --> 00:36:48,240 Fingerprints are pretty solid. 571 00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:53,240 She would later be released in 2001 after completing her sentence. 572 00:36:53,240 --> 00:36:54,240 Angela. 573 00:36:54,240 --> 00:36:55,240 Angela. 574 00:36:55,240 --> 00:36:56,240 Yeah, just clarify. 575 00:36:56,240 --> 00:36:57,240 How old was she? 576 00:36:57,240 --> 00:36:59,680 She was born in 1974. 577 00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:05,320 So right after the passage of Roe v. Wade, just crazy. 578 00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:09,200 So by 1997, that would make her, what, like, 23? 579 00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:11,080 Something like that, okay. 580 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:13,480 Still too young to be threatening people. 581 00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:14,480 Oh, yeah. 582 00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:17,520 There is really not an acceptable age for that. 583 00:37:17,520 --> 00:37:18,520 No. 584 00:37:18,520 --> 00:37:21,600 Not a fan. 585 00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:26,320 But Shelley's legal issues weren't entirely over. 586 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:34,640 In 1995, Shelley was sentenced to 20 years for federal crimes connected to various clinic 587 00:37:34,640 --> 00:37:35,640 bombings. 588 00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:37,040 Wow. 589 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:43,000 She was to serve the 11-year sentence for attempted murder prior to the additional 590 00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,840 sentence of 20 years. 591 00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:46,840 That's awesome. 592 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:54,600 Additionally, she was ordered to pay restitution to some of the clinics impacted by the attacks. 593 00:37:54,600 --> 00:37:55,600 Damn. 594 00:37:55,600 --> 00:37:56,600 Yeah. 595 00:37:56,600 --> 00:38:03,240 And I don't know that they ever really saw any of that money, but it's the principle of 596 00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:04,240 the thing. 597 00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:05,240 It really is. 598 00:38:05,240 --> 00:38:06,240 I agree. 599 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:09,880 You have to give your money to the people that you hate the most. 600 00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:10,880 Yeah. 601 00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:17,320 People can have a lot of differing opinions and feelings about abortion. 602 00:38:17,320 --> 00:38:20,040 We don't have to agree on that issue. 603 00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:26,040 If we don't, then you're wrong, but we don't have to agree. 604 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:36,320 But Shelley Shannon is a heinous, violent, terrorist, as is Scott Roder. 605 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:42,880 There are no two ways about it, but that's not the end of our story, unfortunately. 606 00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:48,320 But you could probably guess that since I just introduced another character to this story. 607 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:49,320 Yeah. 608 00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:50,880 Plot twist. 609 00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:53,360 Spoiler alert, we hate him. 610 00:38:53,360 --> 00:38:54,360 Okay. 611 00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:55,360 I figured. 612 00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:56,360 Sorry. 613 00:38:56,360 --> 00:39:01,000 I tried to introduce you guys to nicer people, but they just don't commit as many murders. 614 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:02,000 Yeah. 615 00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:04,560 Weird how that happens. 616 00:39:04,560 --> 00:39:14,440 In May 31st, 2009, at the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Wichita, Dr. Tiller was assassinated 617 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:16,360 by Scott Roder. 618 00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:23,920 He was shot in the head as he was performing service as an usher, just like any other Sunday. 619 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:24,920 What? 620 00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:34,520 So this poor man was literally at church working for the church and was killed. 621 00:39:34,520 --> 00:39:36,920 By someone in a church. 622 00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:37,920 Wow. 623 00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:40,120 By someone motivated. 624 00:39:40,120 --> 00:39:45,080 By someone who claimed to be religious themselves. 625 00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:50,520 Claimed to do this as a calling from God. 626 00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:54,440 Like what if fucking slap in the face to God if you believe in him? 627 00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:55,840 Like, geez. 628 00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:56,840 Mm-hmm. 629 00:39:56,840 --> 00:40:01,400 Scott Roder showed no remorse. 630 00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:05,920 In his case, the jury was equally decisive. 631 00:40:05,920 --> 00:40:10,400 He was convicted, then sentenced to life in prison. 632 00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:15,960 He will not be eligible for parole until he has served 25 years. 633 00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:26,320 Shelly was released in 2018 after serving 25 of the 31 years to which she was sentenced. 634 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:27,320 Not enough. 635 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:28,320 No. 636 00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:34,640 Though she was released with the stipulation of a three-year monitored release, she has 637 00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:39,520 continued to show no remorse for her actions. 638 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:46,760 She has also reportedly kept in touch with army of God members and other extremists through 639 00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:49,600 both of her sentences. 640 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:57,240 The American Jewish Congress stated in a press release that Tiller's murder, quote, 641 00:40:57,240 --> 00:41:03,760 "Exemplifies criminal andarchy, not legitimate protest." 642 00:41:03,760 --> 00:41:10,000 Dr. Tiller's murder was not just a terrible crime against an individual. 643 00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:14,080 It was also a crime against our democracy. 644 00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:17,640 Murder is not a debating technique. 645 00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:25,800 It is never and must never be an accepted way of advancing a point of view. 646 00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:32,520 The president of the National Council of Jewish Women, Nancy Ratzin, stated, 647 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:40,320 "Dr. Tiller devoted his life to ensuring that women did indeed have choices, when confronted 648 00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:46,280 with an unintended or untenable pregnancy. 649 00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:54,640 His murder, his assassination, is intended to terrorize not only all involved with providing 650 00:41:54,640 --> 00:42:01,160 abortions, but anyone even remotely associated with abortion rights." 651 00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:03,320 It's really scary. 652 00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:12,920 Years later, clinic staff that have relocated and begun working elsewhere have continued 653 00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:22,320 to be harassed because they are known to have worked with Dr. Tiller and people that are 654 00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:28,360 members of Army of God or other anti-abortion groups. 655 00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:30,360 Track them down. 656 00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:35,080 Like how do you think that that's going to get people on your side? 657 00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:42,400 You can't possibly believe that that is a means to any reasonable end. 658 00:42:42,400 --> 00:42:44,400 And yet, somehow they do. 659 00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:51,200 I'm going to tell you the year that this article was published. 660 00:42:51,200 --> 00:43:00,560 In August of this year, a 20-year-old man ostensibly seeking a job at a Kansas abortion clinic 661 00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:10,120 was arrested after he told clinic staff his backpack contained an explosive device and knives, 662 00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:12,920 according to Wichita Police. 663 00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:16,080 Wow, 2015. 664 00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:24,840 The explosive device was several fireworks that the suspect put together, according to authorities. 665 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:31,280 The incident occurred at South Wind Women's Center, which is in the same facility that Tiller 666 00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:34,480 once occupied. 667 00:43:34,480 --> 00:43:42,800 Julie Berkhardt, who used to work for Tiller, now runs a foundation that opened South Wind. 668 00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:49,560 In August, she spoke about how his killing prompted the clinic to increase security. 669 00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:55,160 She also spoke of the fear she lives with and said the August incident could have been much 670 00:43:55,160 --> 00:44:00,040 worse than a man with some fireworks. 671 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:07,480 She said, quote, "I'm very concerned that someone would come in the building with weapons. 672 00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:10,920 He was carrying knives and explosives. 673 00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:17,640 This really illustrates to me that the security protocols that we have in place work." 674 00:44:17,640 --> 00:44:19,720 Thank goodness. 675 00:44:19,720 --> 00:44:22,440 So they caught him at the security? 676 00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:25,800 Or yes, security identified that. 677 00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:32,520 And on the flip side, a little bit of commentary from well the flip side. 678 00:44:32,520 --> 00:44:37,240 The Reverend Donald Spitz, real name. 679 00:44:37,240 --> 00:44:42,400 An anti-abortion activist who stayed in contact with Shannon. 680 00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:50,120 Shelly Shannon said abortion rights activists should not be worried about Shannon's release. 681 00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:53,160 I don't think she'll be doing anything violent. 682 00:44:53,160 --> 00:44:55,160 Okay. 683 00:44:55,160 --> 00:45:02,760 He is the leader of pro-life Virginia and sponsor of the Army of God website. 684 00:45:02,760 --> 00:45:08,200 He said, "Of course, no one knows, but I'd be very surprised." 685 00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:10,040 I do not trust his opinion. 686 00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:11,040 Nope. 687 00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,040 Don't worry. 688 00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,040 She's fine. 689 00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:14,040 She's fine. 690 00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:15,040 She's not going to do anything. 691 00:45:15,040 --> 00:45:16,040 No. 692 00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:22,360 She probably won't do anything because she's already published her manifesto for violence. 693 00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:23,360 She's doing. 694 00:45:23,360 --> 00:45:25,360 Yeah. 695 00:45:25,360 --> 00:45:32,160 He said he talked to Shannon and described her as upbeat about her release, but said he 696 00:45:32,160 --> 00:45:34,840 didn't know Shannon's plans. 697 00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:38,960 I'm sure she was upbeat about her release, but I don't believe for a second that you don't 698 00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:41,000 know her plans. 699 00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:42,000 Yeah. 700 00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:46,160 Why are you talking then? 701 00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:51,000 How can you be so sure that she's not going to be doing anything violent, but also you 702 00:45:51,000 --> 00:45:53,240 don't know what any of her plans are? 703 00:45:53,240 --> 00:45:55,360 And why are you talking about plans? 704 00:45:55,360 --> 00:46:00,120 Like, if you're saying the word plans, it makes me think there's a plan. 705 00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:03,120 You know, stands to reason. 706 00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:04,120 Yeah. 707 00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:07,440 Because normally, if it was me visiting you in prison and you were getting out, I would be 708 00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:11,840 so Caitlin, what are your plans for like getting a job? 709 00:46:11,840 --> 00:46:14,320 Like, where are you going to live? 710 00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:19,000 You would know her plans in that regard, but you just don't know any plans. 711 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:21,560 You don't know anything about any plans. 712 00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:22,560 Okay. 713 00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:25,320 Sounds super believable. 714 00:46:25,320 --> 00:46:30,120 And not at all anything to be concerned about. 715 00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:37,480 Obviously, there's been a little bit of time that has passed and doesn't seem like there 716 00:46:37,480 --> 00:46:44,640 has been anything violent that has occurred at least at Shelley's hands. 717 00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:53,760 But you know, Shelley really doesn't have to create any of the chaos or violence with her 718 00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:58,080 own hands anymore. 719 00:46:58,080 --> 00:47:05,920 If you visit justice.gov, I've included the specific link in our pace bin. 720 00:47:05,920 --> 00:47:16,240 Hopefully, it'll actually allow me to publish it where there are numerous recent violent 721 00:47:16,240 --> 00:47:27,280 encounters that are summarized cases of violence and other various types of attacks, whether, 722 00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:35,560 you know, verbal, whatever that may be against reproductive healthcare providers and their 723 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,560 staff. 724 00:47:37,560 --> 00:47:38,560 Don't worry. 725 00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:41,760 Right up at the top, there are several from 2023. 726 00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:44,560 No, I don't want any. 727 00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:45,560 Yeah. 728 00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:54,200 I'm sure again, you don't have to agree that they are fighting a senseless battle at all. 729 00:47:54,200 --> 00:48:05,720 I know there are plenty of people that don't agree, but surely most people can understand. 730 00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:18,320 They can see that multiple assassination attempts and one of which, not an attempt, this was successful. 731 00:48:18,320 --> 00:48:24,120 He was murdered in a goddamn church. 732 00:48:24,120 --> 00:48:26,960 Surely we can agree that that is wrong. 733 00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:32,000 Just like any violence is why you don't need to do that. 734 00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:37,680 I just, there are official ways that you can go about getting your laws and whatever the 735 00:48:37,680 --> 00:48:40,840 fuck you want, voted on. 736 00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:43,240 Like you said, it's like a threat to democracy. 737 00:48:43,240 --> 00:48:44,840 It really is. 738 00:48:44,840 --> 00:48:52,840 One of the most upsetting things about researching this was realizing how people that were involved 739 00:48:52,840 --> 00:49:04,880 in these protests and specifically a lot of the non-violent tactics that were utilized. 740 00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:13,840 It was things like shutting down the freeways or they used a lot of non-violent tactics that 741 00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:18,560 Black Lives Matter protest they've been condemned for. 742 00:49:18,560 --> 00:49:20,520 Yeah, well of course. 743 00:49:20,520 --> 00:49:21,520 Yeah. 744 00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:26,880 The completely other thing that they're fighting for that they don't agree with. 745 00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:27,880 Right. 746 00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:30,160 That's irrational. 747 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:34,480 When I realized that I was like, and it goes back further than that. 748 00:49:34,480 --> 00:49:41,440 It wasn't the Karen's outside plan parenthood that thought of the sitting in the middle of 749 00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:48,360 the freeway or all of these various non-violent protest strategies. 750 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:51,200 It goes back to the civil rights movement. 751 00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:52,200 Yeah. 752 00:49:52,200 --> 00:50:01,520 But it was so interesting to me to think about how different the languages in those conversations. 753 00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:07,760 The headline is that everyone fucking sucks. 754 00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:08,760 Not everyone. 755 00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:10,760 A lot of people. 756 00:50:10,760 --> 00:50:11,760 A lot of people. 757 00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:12,760 Yeah. 758 00:50:12,760 --> 00:50:13,760 I don't know Cassie. 759 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:14,760 Not everyone sucks. 760 00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:17,480 But a lot of people do. 761 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:19,280 You know what doesn't suck? 762 00:50:19,280 --> 00:50:20,280 What? 763 00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:24,120 Well, tarot doesn't suck to us. 764 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:26,640 My God. 765 00:50:26,640 --> 00:50:29,800 Nobody better write us an email saying tarot sucks. 766 00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:33,520 If it sucks, you know, there's an off button. 767 00:50:33,520 --> 00:50:34,520 Yeah. 768 00:50:34,520 --> 00:50:37,360 So suck it and you suck it. 769 00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:40,800 And if you're pushing the off button, that means you push the on button, which means you 770 00:50:40,800 --> 00:50:41,800 gave us a download. 771 00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:42,800 Thank you. 772 00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:44,640 Thank you. 773 00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:49,320 So we also are going to have a little Patreon bonus to accompany this episode because 774 00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:53,920 something really frickin bizarre happened to us last night. 775 00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:55,160 Yeah. 776 00:50:55,160 --> 00:51:00,760 So I was texting Caitlin about this topic I was working on and it was a topic that you're 777 00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:02,480 not supposed to talk about. 778 00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:03,680 It's not the main one. 779 00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:05,240 Everyone knows it's a different one. 780 00:51:05,240 --> 00:51:06,240 Imagine that. 781 00:51:06,240 --> 00:51:07,240 Yeah. 782 00:51:07,240 --> 00:51:10,880 So I texted her and I was like, "Haha, I'm working on this topic that you're not supposed 783 00:51:10,880 --> 00:51:11,880 to talk about. 784 00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:15,280 Hope I don't have any technological problems." 785 00:51:15,280 --> 00:51:19,080 And like three minutes later. 786 00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:24,800 It just crashes and is like, you know, the error message. 787 00:51:24,800 --> 00:51:28,200 Honestly, it's unreal. 788 00:51:28,200 --> 00:51:30,280 And then it happens again. 789 00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:34,280 Every time I try to copy and paste and I was trying to copy and paste someone's comment 790 00:51:34,280 --> 00:51:38,440 saying it's like a warning that this is real. 791 00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:44,520 Almost like you couldn't drill into that head with a bit. 792 00:51:44,520 --> 00:51:47,720 So if this wasn't enough, I... 793 00:51:47,720 --> 00:51:50,720 So I screen-shoted that to Caitlin and sent it to her. 794 00:51:50,720 --> 00:51:57,280 And then she sees this little tiny comment that someone had made that had absolutely nothing 795 00:51:57,280 --> 00:52:01,200 to do with what I was talking about, like totally nothing to do with it. 796 00:52:01,200 --> 00:52:04,160 And she just assumed like that was my topic, right? 797 00:52:04,160 --> 00:52:05,160 Mm-hmm. 798 00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:06,160 Yeah. 799 00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:08,400 And so she Googles it and she's like, "Are you fucking kidding me? 800 00:52:08,400 --> 00:52:11,400 This is a fertility god." 801 00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:15,520 And I am working on this story that's, you know, kind of about fertility. 802 00:52:15,520 --> 00:52:16,520 And... 803 00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:17,520 Yeah. 804 00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:22,320 So I was like, "Okay, is this a sign that I need to just drop this other topic for now and 805 00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:24,840 just research this fertility god?" 806 00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:25,840 Yeah. 807 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:29,680 A little and do a little bonus on it for Patreon. 808 00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:30,680 So that's what I did. 809 00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:34,920 I dropped my entire episode and worked on a bonus. 810 00:52:34,920 --> 00:52:38,880 Well, you know, as one does sometimes. 811 00:52:38,880 --> 00:52:43,320 But it's really interesting what I found. 812 00:52:43,320 --> 00:52:44,320 Oh, boy. 813 00:52:44,320 --> 00:52:45,320 Yeah. 814 00:52:45,320 --> 00:52:47,320 I have about, I think, two and a half pages. 815 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:48,960 Oh, boy. 816 00:52:48,960 --> 00:52:50,640 It's really cool. 817 00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:55,280 A lot of it really directly relates, I feel like, to Caitlin. 818 00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:58,920 So, uh, gray in a really good way, not bad. 819 00:52:58,920 --> 00:52:59,920 Oh, okay. 820 00:52:59,920 --> 00:53:04,920 Well, that whole thing was positive because you were kind of questioning your topic. 821 00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:08,240 And I think that was just a sign like that you were doing the right thing. 822 00:53:08,240 --> 00:53:09,240 Yeah. 823 00:53:09,240 --> 00:53:10,240 I was. 824 00:53:10,240 --> 00:53:15,240 I feel like this was a really tough one just because I know that abortion specifically 825 00:53:15,240 --> 00:53:22,680 is a very controversial topic, but we're not really talking about abortion. 826 00:53:22,680 --> 00:53:24,080 I mean, I did. 827 00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:25,880 And I have a lot of thoughts and feelings. 828 00:53:25,880 --> 00:53:30,080 And I did my best to reign the moon. 829 00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:36,520 But, um, you know, this is about something far more significant than that. 830 00:53:36,520 --> 00:53:41,880 It's just, you know, violence that doesn't have anything to do with, you know, what's 831 00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:44,520 now become a political talking point. 832 00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:45,520 Yeah. 833 00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:48,240 You're an arsonist. 834 00:53:48,240 --> 00:53:53,440 You're an attempted murder, arrests or an actual murderer. 835 00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:54,440 Yeah. 836 00:53:54,440 --> 00:53:58,440 I just got like this thing in my head, like murder to protest murder. 837 00:53:58,440 --> 00:53:59,440 Yeah. 838 00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:01,400 How does that make sense? 839 00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:02,600 Make it make sense. 840 00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:06,080 I don't think it's murder personally, but like coming from their standpoint. 841 00:54:06,080 --> 00:54:11,840 But if you believe that it's murder and act like it's murder, yeah. 842 00:54:11,840 --> 00:54:16,640 I just, I, yeah, just going to use their own goddamn slogan against them. 843 00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:20,880 Anyway, so Patreon's going to get a really cool bonus. 844 00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:22,480 And I think Caitlin's going to love it. 845 00:54:22,480 --> 00:54:24,320 I'm excited to tell her about it. 846 00:54:24,320 --> 00:54:25,320 Yeah. 847 00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:26,720 Yay. 848 00:54:26,720 --> 00:54:35,040 As indie podcasters, we love to show our support of other awesome shows. 849 00:54:35,040 --> 00:54:38,920 So stay tuned for the promo we've got to share with you this week. 850 00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:43,400 Let's show them some love you can find their info in our show notes. 851 00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:47,840 Hey creepy people. 852 00:54:47,840 --> 00:54:53,440 It's Gemma from I think my fridge is haunted, a very creepy podcast for very creepy people. 853 00:54:53,440 --> 00:54:59,560 We tell all kinds of weird stories from the paranormal to aliens, true crime and history. 854 00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:03,520 But what makes us different from all those other podcasts talking about this stuff? 855 00:55:03,520 --> 00:55:05,280 Well, that's a good question. 856 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:06,600 And the answer is simple. 857 00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:08,880 We have Australian accents. 858 00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:14,960 Join me in my secret new co-host as we launch season six this August on Apple podcasts, 859 00:55:14,960 --> 00:55:19,600 Spotify, Podbean and all good podcast platforms. 860 00:55:19,600 --> 00:55:21,840 Until then, be creepy. 861 00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:25,360 But don't be a creep. 862 00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:27,720 You guys were back. 863 00:55:27,720 --> 00:55:30,320 And don't worry, we did get more wine. 864 00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:34,760 Well, of course. 865 00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:36,960 I have shuffled. 866 00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:37,960 I'm going to do it. 867 00:55:37,960 --> 00:55:42,960 And then I can't let's go to shuffle and pull. 868 00:55:42,960 --> 00:55:44,960 What was that? 869 00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:45,960 Wow. 870 00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:49,520 You guys, I've been having a lot of problems with my hands. 871 00:55:49,520 --> 00:55:52,120 I cut my ring finger. 872 00:55:52,120 --> 00:55:54,120 You can't really see that with the light. 873 00:55:54,120 --> 00:55:56,120 It's like mini cards. 874 00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:58,800 Oh, Caitlin. 875 00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:00,280 I can't reach any of them. 876 00:56:00,280 --> 00:56:04,280 Struggle bus, passenger number one. 877 00:56:04,280 --> 00:56:07,520 If it wasn't 20 cards that fell away, could he use that? 878 00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:08,520 I know. 879 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:09,520 Yeah. 880 00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:12,960 Well, I feel like there's chaotic energy in here. 881 00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:17,280 I was trying to cleanse it. 882 00:56:17,280 --> 00:56:19,120 Okay, there we go. 883 00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:20,960 We're feeling a little better. 884 00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:26,200 We also just came off of an interview with some creepy, creepy haps. 885 00:56:26,200 --> 00:56:27,800 Oh, interesting. 886 00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:30,000 The star. 887 00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:31,880 It's a very positive card. 888 00:56:31,880 --> 00:56:36,000 It is, which seems a little odd, but I'm going to roll with it. 889 00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:40,720 I love getting positive cards after a truly horrific story. 890 00:56:40,720 --> 00:56:43,840 I feel like this was the doctor. 891 00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:46,640 I should look up what kind of bird that is. 892 00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:47,640 Yes. 893 00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:48,640 Do that. 894 00:56:48,640 --> 00:56:49,640 Okay. 895 00:56:49,640 --> 00:56:59,320 Keywords are happiness, hope, light at the end of the tunnel and good fortune. 896 00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:06,680 This lovely card often portrays a nude female figure in or beside a pool of water. 897 00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:12,920 In some decks, she pours water from two jugs or chalices. 898 00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:19,280 In the writer wait Smith deck, she pours the contents of one picture into a stream and 899 00:57:19,280 --> 00:57:26,560 the other one onto the ground, showing the connection between two feminine elements, 900 00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:28,400 water and earth. 901 00:57:28,400 --> 00:57:34,560 They are shine in the background, sometimes in a circle or a halo-like formation around 902 00:57:34,560 --> 00:57:35,720 her. 903 00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:39,320 The naked woman represents truth and purity. 904 00:57:39,320 --> 00:57:42,160 The jugs contain the waters of life. 905 00:57:42,160 --> 00:57:46,160 Yeah, it's a very feminine card from what I remember. 906 00:57:46,160 --> 00:57:47,160 We've read it a lot. 907 00:57:47,160 --> 00:57:48,160 Wow. 908 00:57:48,160 --> 00:57:50,720 And I've read it very recently. 909 00:57:50,720 --> 00:57:55,200 We see shooting stars as Harp and Jersey of Good Luck. 910 00:57:55,200 --> 00:58:00,640 We wish upon a star for the star is a universal symbol of hope. 911 00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:07,120 Getting this card is like looking up at the bright starry sky on a clear night and seeing 912 00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:10,720 all the magnificence of the universe. 913 00:58:10,720 --> 00:58:18,160 This is a time of fulfillment, good fortune, creative inspiration and spiritual growth. 914 00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:24,040 When you receive help from unseen forces and wishes come true. 915 00:58:24,040 --> 00:58:30,120 The star signals an end to problems and the start of a new, happier phase of life. 916 00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:32,960 I fucking hope so. 917 00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:36,680 I think of it as the light at the end of the tunnel card. 918 00:58:36,680 --> 00:58:39,720 Oh my god. 919 00:58:39,720 --> 00:58:43,920 Like people who have had a near death experience and they see the light. 920 00:58:43,920 --> 00:58:46,320 Or people that have been through a lot of shit. 921 00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:47,320 Yeah. 922 00:58:47,320 --> 00:58:53,760 Well, it's just interesting to me too because it talks about pouring the contents of one 923 00:58:53,760 --> 00:58:57,360 picture into a stream and the other one onto the ground. 924 00:58:57,360 --> 00:59:04,480 And immediately I had this flash of like that old saying throwing the baby out with the 925 00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:07,440 bath water. 926 00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:12,560 Which seems weird. 927 00:59:12,560 --> 00:59:22,840 But I think there's, it just sort of speaks to, there's a way of handling disagreements. 928 00:59:22,840 --> 00:59:29,920 I think, you know, kind of some of those quotations from the Jewish women leagues. 929 00:59:29,920 --> 00:59:31,320 They really summarized. 930 00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:37,160 I think probably what a lot of us would wish to say so eloquently. 931 00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:38,160 Yeah. 932 00:59:38,160 --> 00:59:42,200 You've been preparing for this time and now you've arrived. 933 00:59:42,200 --> 00:59:49,560 The star shows you're in harmony with your life purpose using your gifts beneficially. 934 00:59:49,560 --> 00:59:57,480 It signifies inspiration, intuition, inner wisdom, and joy. 935 00:59:57,480 --> 01:00:04,520 In a reading about money, the star signals an improvement in your financial position. 936 01:00:04,520 --> 01:00:09,320 Help comes from both the invisible world and the material one. 937 01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:10,320 Remain hopeful. 938 01:00:10,320 --> 01:00:12,560 Your dreams can be achieved. 939 01:00:12,560 --> 01:00:17,400 If the reading is about your job, you may be moving into the spotlight. 940 01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:23,320 Being recognition for your efforts, you're the star, and it's your turn to shine. 941 01:00:23,320 --> 01:00:29,000 You feel good about yourself and confident in your place in the universe. 942 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:32,440 Success lies just around the corner. 943 01:00:32,440 --> 01:00:38,440 In a reading about love, this card represents a bright, beautiful relationship that inspires 944 01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:40,840 you and brings you joy. 945 01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:45,240 The wish you made has or will soon come true. 946 01:00:45,240 --> 01:00:46,240 Wow. 947 01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:49,840 I just think it's an overall positive card. 948 01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:50,840 It is. 949 01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:53,080 You can't let the evil people win. 950 01:00:53,080 --> 01:00:54,080 No. 951 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:55,080 Just keep trucking on. 952 01:00:55,080 --> 01:00:56,080 Yeah. 953 01:00:56,080 --> 01:00:58,080 Things will get better, hopefully. 954 01:00:58,080 --> 01:01:04,480 Even though it's still happening in 2023. 955 01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:08,960 Well, it's a morning dove. 956 01:01:08,960 --> 01:01:10,560 A morning dove. 957 01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:16,200 Interesting because you know, morning MOUR and it is spelled morning. 958 01:01:16,200 --> 01:01:17,200 In that. 959 01:01:17,200 --> 01:01:18,200 Wow. 960 01:01:18,200 --> 01:01:19,200 Yeah. 961 01:01:19,200 --> 01:01:20,200 Okay. 962 01:01:20,200 --> 01:01:24,600 So that's interesting that I immediately just like, you're strong into it. 963 01:01:24,600 --> 01:01:29,120 Like Doctor the God assassinated or like anyone else who lost their life or went through 964 01:01:29,120 --> 01:01:33,440 a lot of pain because of these horrible people. 965 01:01:33,440 --> 01:01:34,440 Wow. 966 01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:35,440 Yeah. 967 01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:36,440 Yeah. 968 01:01:36,440 --> 01:01:38,040 Just should I read this? 969 01:01:38,040 --> 01:01:39,040 Yeah. 970 01:01:39,040 --> 01:01:40,040 Why not? 971 01:01:40,040 --> 01:01:41,040 I'll try. 972 01:01:41,040 --> 01:01:42,040 Okay. 973 01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:54,040 I'm sorry. 974 01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:56,040 I said that right. 975 01:01:56,040 --> 01:01:57,040 You do. 976 01:01:57,040 --> 01:02:01,640 Filled with trepidation and fear, he flew towards the bright beacon above the horizon. 977 01:02:01,640 --> 01:02:07,120 Doves wings kept him aloft in the daylight through forest, valley and wasteland, heading 978 01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:11,480 ever toward the morning star, still shining in the distance. 979 01:02:11,480 --> 01:02:17,480 His dove journeyed, his heart lightened and felt echoes of past pilgrims. 980 01:02:17,480 --> 01:02:22,560 His path intertwined with those of other travelers. 981 01:02:22,560 --> 01:02:24,360 He left his fear behind. 982 01:02:24,360 --> 01:02:30,480 He wheeled joyously in the sky and skimmed above the clouds, flying higher than he had any 983 01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:32,360 right to. 984 01:02:32,360 --> 01:02:36,080 He tested the boundaries of himself and the world he inhabited. 985 01:02:36,080 --> 01:02:37,080 Wow. 986 01:02:37,080 --> 01:02:38,080 That's interesting. 987 01:02:38,080 --> 01:02:39,080 Yeah. 988 01:02:39,080 --> 01:02:42,600 He tested the boundaries of the world he inhabited. 989 01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:43,600 Okay. 990 01:02:43,600 --> 01:02:50,400 A part of him hoped that he'd never reached that star, not wanting to journey to the end. 991 01:02:50,400 --> 01:02:54,600 The rest of him wondered what would happen if he got there. 992 01:02:54,600 --> 01:03:06,120 I'm wondering if you remember this fact about him, which was that he was a flight surgeon. 993 01:03:06,120 --> 01:03:07,120 Really? 994 01:03:07,120 --> 01:03:08,120 Wow. 995 01:03:08,120 --> 01:03:10,720 I did not know that. 996 01:03:10,720 --> 01:03:11,720 Yeah. 997 01:03:11,720 --> 01:03:12,960 That's crazy. 998 01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:14,960 I was right. 999 01:03:14,960 --> 01:03:17,280 I mean, very representative. 1000 01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:20,520 I mean, the symbolism seems... 1001 01:03:20,520 --> 01:03:21,760 Wow. 1002 01:03:21,760 --> 01:03:22,760 Maybe I'm crazy, but... 1003 01:03:22,760 --> 01:03:24,560 No, I don't seem too pretty clear. 1004 01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:25,560 You're crazy. 1005 01:03:25,560 --> 01:03:27,560 What number is this? 1006 01:03:27,560 --> 01:03:28,560 17. 1007 01:03:28,560 --> 01:03:29,560 Yes. 1008 01:03:29,560 --> 01:03:33,320 I don't know if that has any significance? 1009 01:03:33,320 --> 01:03:39,840 I can't think of anything specific that resonates with that, but... 1010 01:03:39,840 --> 01:03:40,840 I'm going to check. 1011 01:03:40,840 --> 01:03:42,240 That was just really cool. 1012 01:03:42,240 --> 01:03:43,840 That was a good one. 1013 01:03:43,840 --> 01:03:44,840 That was what I wanted. 1014 01:03:44,840 --> 01:03:47,080 That was the energy I put into the car. 1015 01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:48,080 Yeah. 1016 01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:49,080 I mean, that was... 1017 01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:54,760 It felt more positive than that story felt like it had a right to. 1018 01:03:54,760 --> 01:03:55,760 Yeah. 1019 01:03:55,760 --> 01:03:57,600 So, they just can't win. 1020 01:03:57,600 --> 01:03:58,600 They can't do it. 1021 01:03:58,600 --> 01:03:59,600 No. 1022 01:03:59,600 --> 01:04:00,600 We have to be positive. 1023 01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:01,600 Okay. 1024 01:04:01,600 --> 01:04:03,400 Creepy ass day. 1025 01:04:03,400 --> 01:04:13,400 [Music] 1026 01:04:13,400 --> 01:04:39,080 [Music] 1027 01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:43,400 He wheeled jealousy in the sky and skimmed above the clouds. 1028 01:04:43,400 --> 01:04:44,400 I'm sorry. 1029 01:04:44,400 --> 01:04:45,400 I read that wrong again. 1030 01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:46,400 He wheeled jealousy. 1031 01:04:46,400 --> 01:04:47,400 Joyously? 1032 01:04:47,400 --> 01:04:48,400 Yeah. 1033 01:04:48,400 --> 01:04:49,400 What are kissing jealous? 1034 01:04:49,400 --> 01:04:50,400 I don't know. 1035 01:04:50,400 --> 01:04:51,400 Okay. 1036 01:04:51,400 --> 01:04:52,400 Re-do. 1037 01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:53,400 Cause you wish you could fly. 1038 01:04:53,400 --> 01:04:54,400 I know. 1039 01:04:54,400 --> 01:04:55,400 It's true. 1040 01:04:55,400 --> 01:04:56,400 Yeah. 1041 01:04:56,400 --> 01:04:57,400 Yeah. 1042 01:04:57,400 --> 01:05:07,400 [Music] pnwhauntsandhomicides.com